I don’t want to admit it. I just can’t. I don’t want to admit that I may still have feelings for you although it has been a while. I’m just scared what will turn from it. What will happen. I am content on where things are, right now. Just laughing and chilling. I don’t want things to change. For the better yes, but what are the odds of that. Plus, I don’t want to rush anything but sometimes, you just pop into my mind and I can’t get you out. It is like I’m in a war with myself and I can’t find peace. I don’t want to know if you like me or if you just see me as a friend. I don’t want you to know that I maybe, just maybe have some feelings for you. And I do admit that I bring you up sometimes, but it’s not because I love you. Or that I’m inlove with you, it’s just some coincidences happen and it triggers some memories. I just want things to be cool. So that I can be able to be calm and collected.