An Open Diary.

New Years Resolution

Hmm, I know there are a lot of things I have to change about myself. I have to change my mentality about the opposite sex forsure. That not every guy is the one. If you fall, know that you should be able to catch yourself. Another thing would be my working ambition. I have to learn to work harder or I’m not going to be where I want in life. I have to put 100% into all my work. I have to continue burning for God. As lately, by fire is blowing out. But going into that retreat, I just want to walk more with God. And just pray and stay humble. Humility, I need to learn the meaning of that. These are just a few things I have keep in mind.

Feeling like crap everyday because somehow, someway, you never feel like you’re good enough. It’s been like this for a while.

New Years Challenge;1.

10 Things You Did This Year.

1. Make 2 awesome new best friends.
2. Found my self an awesome group of I Love Me.
3. Alot of real jewelry. Woah
4. Went to Vietnam for one month.
5. Asked a boy to a dance.
6. Joined Leardership.
7. Was apart of Monarch Day.
8. Got my permit.
9. Got a smartphone.
10. Achieved the highest GPA in my 3 years of highschool.

I learned one thing.

Even through all that, I learned something. Always tell the other person how you feel. Be honest, because that’s the best thing. Speak what your minds says and don’t hold anything back. 

He Listens.

Only He listens to everything you have to say. Only He loves you unconditionally. Sometimes, people don’t realize that God is always here for them. And so they only come to him in times of weeping. But why? When He listens to the happy times, too. When you get into the habit of talking to Him on a daily basis. There grows a bond because there is nothing you can do that will make Him stop loving you. People have to know that just cause you don’t always notice or feel Him, He is always there for you. The comfort you need when you feel that no one understands or even listens. The love you need to fill the hole in you. He listens.